Meaning less life

im sitting here tody thinking and ive come to realize that my life is mostly pointless. i have spend 4 or 5 days a week going to college for what seems like a pointless degree. it does nothing for me the only thing it has done was cause me to spend hours and hours a week away from my son when i should have spent more time with him. But no i was in classes or in the library doing home work for those classes instead. i waisted precious time i would have had with my son doing something that suposible would better my life when it hasnt it hasnt done nothing for me but put me 30000 in debit and stressed and take me away from my kids. Oh you can get a job with this degree well that has been a major line of bs. i have gone to over 5 interviews since march and i either get oh your over qualified of under qualified or nothing at all. i have come to the conclusion that im not going to get anywhere with my degree. i have all this med training from school and personal and nothing. oh well i guess i'll pay off these loans somehow and then ill add my degree to the loads of other junk papers i have. thats about what it is. its just an over glorified peice of paper. i know i shouldnt think that but come on i see other people that were in my classes and have dropped out because its to hard get jobs on their first interviews for the same ones i applly for. i dress like the school told me how to dress i bring what they tell me to and i answer the questions how im supost to. i dont have a bad work history but yet im getting nowhere. why is this? I have gone to three different job serch prep classes so i can make sure what i am doing wrong and i always pass them. so i dont know before i went to college i could get almost every job i applied for. i get a degree and poof nothing. it makes no sense. oh well i think im going to drop out of college. i think im just gonna walk away from it all. the only thing its done for me is stress me out. so i think its time i throw the towel in. what has all that hard work done for me nothing. so whats the point? i own nothing, i can get anywhere. so like i said what is the point. what's the point of my marriage to? my husband ignores me. I pretty much feel i mean nothing to him. i have no friends i spend all my time in class the library or at home by myself. oh well i guess thats why i am alone maybe im just to much of a bitch to be around. who knows i dont care anymore im tired of trying to impress people and trying to do nice things. i do so much for every1 i know, and yet no one does anything in return. I have given the people i know every penny i have, all the food in my house and so on but can any1 help me in return Nothing! but who cares. i done with caring im done with trying. im going to move away and start over just me and daiquiri. maybe ill actually be happy and my life will get better and make more sense.